Still alive and living with us

28th March 2008, the day when I felt I was left in the dark and my life turned upside down. My mother passed away suddenly suffering for a few minutes. Didnt know what was happening around and life was more tough as I started understanding about life and identifying the true well wishers of my life. Lots of sleepless nights and life was filled with tears most of the time.

But now that it is over 3 years since she left us, I want to keep my emotions aside and think what is that she has done to me after she bade "Good Bye" to me. People asked me lot of times - "Did Mom come to you in your dreams, is she talking to you". I feel she is with me even today and blessing me with so many things in life.

What has she gifted me in my life?

She has given me an oppotunity to learn the art of living.

She has blessed me with an opportunity to identifying and managing people around me

She has blessed me with an attitude to think and plan for future rather than being playful.

She has blessed me with a replacement (my lovable wife)

She has blessed me with an amazing career and wealth

She has given me the responsibility to take care of my father.

She has taught me the importance of relationship in life.

Last but not the least, she has taught me the meaning of living this life.

Thanks a lot Amma for giving me all the blessings but even now I feel you could have stayed and taught me things rather than pushing me into the ocean and making me learn myself! I pray God that he must give all happiness, wealth, joy, health, excitement in your next avatar and forgive me for all the troubles I have given to you. You are still living and will continue to be with all of us! Miss you badly.

Your lovable friend and son.

Arun (a) Nandu